Chapter 39
"I love you," he declared once again put her back into bed and stretched her legs with him settling in between.
Sapphire bit her lip already knowing what was about to happen. Placing his hands on either side of her head, he bent and kissed her softly, tenderly, gently, passionately.
Her nipples turned to painful pebbles at the fire rekindling between them.
He bent slightly, pulled out the drawer and brought something out of it which Sapphire could not see but then held the packet out to her. "Here"
Sapphire frowned at it. "Don't worry and have any stray thoughts. I am not active on sex since a long time now. Like I told you before, you are the only one for me. These condoms were purchased long ago."
He winked but suddenly turned serious from his playful attitude. "I am sorry about my past. But believe me, if I could revert it, I would have done it much long ago. I may not be a virgin like you but I'm clean." He promised.
He kissed her lips again and whispered. "I will show you how you do.”
It was only then that her eyes were drawn to his dick or to use the right word, she would call it starstruck. Just when did he remove his pants?
It was huge. Holy Shit, where the hell was that going to fit? Sapphire was not frightened even when she had to face a pistol point blank aimed at her but for seeing his extra large, hard penis. He was right in one thing about her though every other information he knew about her was false. She had zero experience in sex though she is twenty seven years old.
Her boyfriend Carl had many times tried a number on her but she always kept him away. Yet she had no idea why she couldn't pull away from Carl. With him around, her body was no longer in her control as if it did not belong to her and reacted to every single touch of his like a moth attracted to a flame.
Carl chuckled at her wide-eyed expression. "Don't worry I am not a beast who is going to eat you. You stretch and I won't hurt you."
That didn’t soothe her fears. She found it very hard to believe she could accommodate that. A huge gulp went through her throat as if there was something struck inside.
Carl pushed away the hair kissing her cheeks. She looked angelic and pristine in every way possible. "I'll teach you how to open and remove a condom. If you ruin it, no sex. Understand?"
In a way Sapphire was happy, her mind relaxed at his declaration but her body jolted up dissatisfied even before commencement of the task.
Sapphire nodded with mixed feelings. "Hold it here in the center with your thumb and index finger," he began, demonstrating to her as if she was in a hands-on sex education class.
Sapphire chuckled within herself. She wasn't this attentive even during her training at NIA. When she questioned herself about her decision she found out she would not have it to fail in this class by any means.
"Using your other hand, situate your thumb and index finger right here at the corner and tear. Don't tear it off completely, just halfway. Then remove the latex."
She attended the training of self-defense classes, shooting and even using masks and make-ups to hide her real identity from the prime suspects but sex education was novel and peculiar though she was too late in having it at the age of twenty seven.
The goals in her life were clear in her mind since she entered her teens. Her parents never forced her to choose a certain profession but it was her dream to become a NIA officer. Since her childhood she had watched her father put on uniform, tuck the awards on the left side of his coat and his ranks stood proud on his shoulders.
There was bravery, valor, a feeling of pride in his eyes when he put on the uniform and since that day her goal was clear in her mind.
She took the packet and with steady concentration, did as instructed. He kissed her as a reward. "Good girl. Now hold it at the tip and gently roll it unto me. Don't let go of the tip until you've unrolled it completely."
Her eyes darted between his shaft and the condom dubiously. A kind of pensiveness combined with excitement was enveloped in her, a thrill with worry she wasn't able to put the right word for.
"Do it, Claire." He encouraged her. Gingerly, she complied, not missing Carl's sharp intake of breath in the process.
She blinked up at him when she finished the allotted task successfully and chewed on her bottom lip in anxiousness.
"You are perfect." He awarded her another kiss, a kiss that deepened and melded into a continuum of tongue-knotting passion.
She squirmed and arched beneath him, a slick heat between her thighs. What was that? Carl was introducing her to new feelings that she did not know existed in her.
He shifted his weight to one side, supporting himself on his right elbow, his other hand smoothing down her stomach, down into her slickness, fingers massaging her bud.
She moaned into his mouth, eager to experience that exhilarating feeling again.
He eased a finger inside her and the intrusion stung a bit. The feeling was awkward, because she never had anything inside her before, especially a man's finger. She shifted on his digit.
"Keep still…" he whispered against her lips, "I want this to be as painless as possible for you. So when you get used to the feel of my finger being inside of you, bite my lip and I’ll insert another, okay? I'm preparing you."
Sapphire's eyes moistened and worry inhabited his eyes “Are you alright Claire? Do you want me to stop it? You can always say it baby. I won't mind." He joined his forehead with hers in pain and pecked her lips.
He did not receive a response from her. When he was about to remove his finger she stopped him. "I want this.” She admitted leaving behind all her inhibitions.
Her heart pounded in her chest. Carl carefully moved his finger around inside her, and when her body started responding to his, it got hotter.
Delicately, he slid in another finger. She winced. But it wasn't all painful; it was a feeling of electrification inspired by intoxication, a strange sensation of being stretched but for the most part, it was pleasurable.
Carl worked his fingers in and out, and her eyes closed off, savoring the exquisite feel of his fingers inside her, knowing they were his and no one else’s. Her Carl, touching her so intimately.
She felt like crying—but only because she was deliriously happy. All too soon his fingers were out staring deep into her apprehensively in concern.
She could only nod occupied by the amorous entanglement and that gave him encouragement to proceed further.
Flashing her a smile he shifted above her, supporting his weight on his forearms. "Ready?"
"I think so. Yes." Sapphire fisted her hands in discomposure.
"You are not the first woman on earth who is doing this. Relax, so that the nerves in your nether regions losen and you enjoy this steamy endeavor." He patted her cheek.
His crest poked at her entrance as he lowered his lips to hers, whispering, "Don't stop kissing me." It was then she felt him, his wide head, pushing, crowning. Slow and controlled. His mouth held hers in a kiss as inch by inch he pressed into her.
She whimpered in his mouth at the burning sensation, but he ate all her cries, keeping her mind off the strange and intense pain. Soon, he was fully inside her, and her toes curled at the intrusion, her eyes pricking with unshed tears.
"I'm sorry, that this pains you." His eyes glistened with hers. But it pained her more seeing him hagridged than what she was.
He ate all her moans. Kissing away the pain. He stayed still above her, allowing her body to adjust to his interloping shaft. When her tense muscle began to relax, warming up to the feel of his size inside her, she nipped his lip following his previous instruction.
Comprehending, he began to move. Determinedly controlled. Slow, steady strokes. The stinging, burning, abrasive sensation began to subside, being supplanted by euphoric pleasure.
Sapphire instinctively thrust her hips up to receive his organ to go deeper into her. But it hurt.
"Don't," he said, always the one to take control and responsibility through a strained voice. "It is too soon to be avid."
Agreeing to his orders, she closed her eyes and allowed herself to be consumed by him. In no time, it was about to happen again. Her body grew more and more excited with each delicious thrust.
She cupped his face and demanded more of his tongue until she could no longer feel the bed beneath her, could no longer feel him in her arms, could no longer tell where she was.
In nirvana, her body vibrated, signaling her approaching orgasm and almost immediately she detonated. Jerking and pulsing and crying out as she came. Ripples and waves of pleasure washed over her, drowning her to a divine bliss.
More minutes passed and she finally came back to consciousness. She became aware of Carl's incrementally harder strokes and his muffled groans.
Losing all control, his elbows gave way as he fell on top of her and held her face fixed between his palms. Flexing in and out of her, his feral moans escaping down her throat, he kissed her like he was trying to rip her tongue away from her mouth.
With one hard plunge, bucked deep inside her, he stilled, mouth sucking hard her tongue. His body soon relaxed, and he stopped sucking.
It was then she felt the feeling. It stung. Hurt, even more now. But who was complaining? He pressed his face on the curve of her neck, and whispered to her skin, "uncontrollably in love with you…Claire."
Chapter 40
Claire….Claire….Claire. A whimper fell out of her. What happens when he comes to know she is not ClaireKnights but Sapphire Taylor, the NIA officer who trapped him in the name of love and came to arrest him on charges of delinquency and unlawful pursuits against the interest of the nation.
She looked besides and his eyes were closed, hands protectively wrapped around her. He looked so peaceful when he was sleeping, the hair falling on his face gave him a teenage boy look.
Sapphire wanted to brush away the hair falling on his face but resisted the urge for she would probably wake him. He looked so handsome, sexy and charismatic like a walking out model from a fashion magazine.
If been given a time she could watch him sleep all the day and night forgetting there existed a world around them. Gingerly she brought down his hand from around her waist and went out of the bed because she couldn't stop the urge to pee.
By the time she came back he was already awake, sitting on the bed and putting on his shirt.
He observed the way she was walking, adjusting the collar of his tee and a worried look flashed in his eyes. "Does it pain you so much?"
His voice was rough, very masculine and husky, sending chills of sensuality down her spine. If she could, she would hide him from the world in her blanket so that no woman could look at him. Yes she is jealous and too possessive about him. Her eyes scrawled down to his pants, to be exact between his legs and bit her tongue.
Damn! Your thoughts are always in the gutter now Sapphire. When did you start having interest in carnal pleasures? You just had sex with the country's biggest criminal who you are supposed to get handcuffed. To top it all you have least repentance and still have bonking thoughts about him. You have lost all your shame and professionalism with what you did moments ago. What are you going to say to your dad?
"Are you okay?" He held her hand trying to read her eyes when she did not respond.
Sapphire couldn't lie to him. He could see everything through her walking style. She only shook her head.
"Shit! There was a pained expression on his features and he rubbed the top of his eyebrows in unease. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you. I know girls like you are religious and spiritual. Believe me, I had no intention of hurting your feelings. I wanted to consummate only after our wedding. But I do not know what came to me. Maybe it was because of happiness that we are engaged. I couldn't hold back and I had to make love to you."
Sapphire hissed and dragged her feet to him. "Shh, do not talk like that." She laid a finger on his lips. "You did not force me into this. I did because I wanted to do it. I do not go commanded by anyone. I am a woman with a lot of self ego. So stop blaming yourself."
He raised his brows in eagerness. "What happened to my darling Claire all of a sudden….saying words of a powerful ruler?"
Sapphire huffed. Little did he know it was the first time she expressed something true about her personality but he wouldn't believe her because the girl she enacts and the actual girl she is are entirely opposites.
He pulled her to the bed beside him and circled his arm around her shoulder bringing her closer and kissed her forehead. "Still it is my fault. I shouldn't have made you uncomfortable especially when my parents are shortly going to arrive here." He looked down at her legs in culpability.
"It pains you so much. Isn't it?" Sapphire saw love, pain and an endless affection for her in his eyes. She recollected the words of a poet she once read in her school - the strongest feelings of a person are actually expressed through eyes not lips, speech has no say in it.
"Not as much as you are feeling for me." She smiled and kissed his cheek cupping his other with her hand.
"You don't have to walk. Sit on a chair and host them, all the remaining things, I will manage. Okay?" He held her chin and asked like he was speaking to a child.
Sapphire nodded. Could she ever deny this man who loves her to the moon and back and run away from his home?
He walked to her closet and took out a silver satin dress which he had bought for her a month after she started living with him. It had a high neck and long sleeves reaching half way below her knees to the ankle.
He placed the dress on top of her before he complimented. "This is perfect."
Just then the phone rang in his pants pockets followed by the calling bell. He checked the message. "They are here. You can take your time to get ready and find me in the sitting room." He patted her cheeks with the tip of his fingers and kissed her forehead before he walked out the room shutting the door behind him softly.
By the time Sapphire was ready with matching ear tops, bracelet and sandals and a little touch-up on her face, she could hear loud chuckles from the front hall.
She did a final check on her by looking at her reflection in the mirror when a question popped up in her mind. Why the hell should she think of impressing his parents? Once her task is finished she wouldn't even show her face to him.
Tomorrow, she will go to his office to find out any clues there. Most probably she would get them because even though she checked each wall, door and window of his house she couldn't find a single hint of his illegal earnings or mafia deals.
When her white pencils heels clicked the wooden floor, the conversation of the guests halted and they looked towards her. Each one of them having a unique expression with several questions turning up in their head that she could literally see from their eyes.
Sapphire was not used to grabbing so much attention. She bit the inside of her cheek in restlessness.
Carl walked to the foot of the staircase and held her hand. His eyes shot up to her face in questioning. Her hands were super cold like they were just taken out from the freezer.
"There is nothing to worry about. My parents are extremely hospitable and once you become acquainted with my sister, I can claim from the moment she will be your best friend. Come on, take a deep breath and walk with me. I will introduce you to them." He whispered softly to her before reaching her arm.
"Hey guys, I'm sorry I kept this news from you. I wanted to share everything once our relationship is confirmed. This is Claire, Claire Knights, my fiance." Carlannounced knotting his fingers with hers and introduced each member of his family her.
Every person sitting there had a million expressions on their features but one of them was common in all. Flabbergasted. Probably they did not think Carl would move on so early in his life after the death of Stephanie.
Sapphire did not know whether she should think positive or negative of it. Positive because she could ignite a hope of life in an almost dying man and negative because this all appeared so surreal to her as if it was only a dream because the moment she closes this assignment she is never going to meet these people again.
"Ooh hoo!" Sejal ran hugging Sapphire. "So you are my soon to be sister." She then looked at her brother complaining. "I tell you everything about my life but you are too secretive big bro. You hid Claire from all of us all this while."
Carl scratched the back of his head and his face turned red. Was he blushing? Could a man ever blush? Sapphire was bewildered.
"I'm Elizabeth, Carl's mom. I know my son just introduced all of us to you but it is difficult to remember all of our names within a few seconds." She held her chin and kissed Sapphire's cheek. "You're beautiful. Thank you for coming into our son's life because after Stephanie's death we all were very worried if we could see him smiling ever again. But you made it possible." Her eyes watered in happiness.
"Congratulations son!" Graham shook hands with Carland Sapphire and Phillip joined him.
Sejal took Sapphire's hand in hers and left her jaw open. "Wow, what a beautiful ring you have got."
Sapphire did not know how to respond to the family's happiness. She kept the smile on her brims but within was burning with guilt. What happens when these people come to know her true identity and the purpose for which she entered Carl's home?
The dinner went between a lot of chatter, fun and hearty gossip. Graham and Elizabeth both were very happy. Their eyes were shining with the illumination of a hundred stars for they had two joyous news to share with the world.
"Why don't we plan both our children's weddings at the same time?" Elizabeth suggested in gaety. Carl coughed with the sudden interjection and Sapphire hurried to bring the water glass to his lips.
Elizabeth smiled to her husband, an unsaid conversation going between them and Graham nodded.
"Mom, give me some time to breathe." He laughed sheepishly and everybody followed in huge laughter with him.
The men went to the smoking room with their wine glasses while the woman started their gossip in the dining room itself after the dinner.
Few minutes later, Carl went to the study to attend an urgent conference call. During the same time Phillip had gone to use the powder room.
After he finished the urgent meeting Carl saw Phillip walking out of Claire's room.
He had specifically told him to use the third room from the left which is the guest room. Why was he using Claire's room?
"Oh I'm sorry man, I might have got confused. I thought it was the third room from the right." He raised his hand up in surrender.
Couldn't he see her clothes and a woman's perfume wafting in the air of the room? He could breathe Claireno sooner he stepped at her entrance. Carl did not like the behavior of Phillip.
His conference call took him more than the expected time, an hour to be honest. Was Phillip there all the time in Claire's bedroom because he came out with him. What was he doing there for so long? Unwelcoming doubts scrolled in Carl's head.
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Table of Contents
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Chapter 1
2_3
Chapter 2–3
4_8
Chapter 4_8
9_13
Chapter 9_13
14_18
Chapter 14_18
19_23
Chapter 19_23
24_28
Chapter 24_28
29_33
Chapter 29_33
34_38
Chapter 34_38
39_43
Chapter 39_43
44_48
Chapter 44_48
49_53
Chapter 49_53
54_58
Chapter 54_58
59_63
Chapter 59_63
64_68
Chapter 64_68
69_73
Chapter 69_73
74_78
Chapter 74_78
79_83
Chapter 79_83
84_88
Chapter 84_88
89_93
Chapter 89_93
94_98
Chapter 94_98
99_103
Chapter 99_103
104_108
Chapter 104_108
109_113
Chapter 109_113
114_118
Chapter 114_118