Uncontrollable Temptation - Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Adam Wilson

 

"You need therapy and you need it urgently. Don't wait till this toxic obsession over a woman finally consumes you. Don't wait till it's too late!"

 

"Shut up Mason. I know she's here somewhere. Are you going to help me find her or not?"

 

"For heaven's sake, no! Let's just turn back and go home Adam." He put his hand on my shoulder. We were currently in my car, driving through Lexington Avenue.

 

"No! Not today. Not on her birthday. I need to find her." I kept on driving.

 

"And then what?!"

 

"I don't know... I haven't really thought about it."

 

"This is absurd! I'm not going to help you make a fool out of yourself."

 

"Then don't help me, I'll handle this myself."

 

"That will only end up being a disaster. Just don't do it." He said.

 

I ignored him and scanned the street, trying to find her. She should probably be in one of the shops on this street, my men had informed me she was doing some shopping with her friends.

 

They've been tracking her movements the whole day. Apparently, she even went to church this morning.

 

"I found her. She's right there." Mason said.

 

"Where?" I snapped my head towards the direction he pointed at.

 

Indeed she was there, at the outdoor seating of a coffee shop. With two of her friends.

 

My eyes focused on her as I watched them drinking coffee and relaxing. She looked absolutely stunning. I took a deep breath at the beautiful sight and Mason looked at me.

 

"So what are you going to do now that you've found her?"

 

"I don't know... yet. I wish I could get her alone so we could talk."

 

"About what? When you have nothing to say to her?" Mason sneered.

 

"I do have something to say!" I snapped. "I'm going to ask her to come back and work for me again."

 

"Why won't you leave the poor girl alone Adam. Look at yourself, you don't look so well! It's obvious that you were in a fresh fight."

 

"Why don't you do me a favour and shut the hell up! I'm sick and tired of all your advice. Look!"

 

Sophia and her friends stood up and were leaving. I drove and followed them up until they branched into a store.

 

"I'm going in." I parked the car next to the sidewalk. "Make sure I don't get a ticket." I told Mason.

 

"And make sure you don't do anything stupid."

 

I gave him the finger before I go out of the car. I took a few moments to prepare myself mentally before I went into the store.

 

****

 

Sophia Parker

 

"Don't you just love shopping?" Lily asked me. We were in Bloomingdale's and she and Lily were browsing for new lingerie.

 

"No I don't. I don't like shopping in general. You both forced me to be here right now." I complained.

 

"Don't talk like that Sophia, shopping is a calming activity." Phoebe said.

 

"How can you be calm about spending money?"

 

They both scoffed at me and continued browsing the racks. I rolled my eyes because this was not what I wanted to do but since they forced me to go shopping with them, I might as well treat myself...

 

I checked the full cup bras because those are my favourite type. There was a really cute black one but unfortunately, they didn't have a D cup so I went for another.

 

I had a strange feeling that I was being watched by someone but I abandoned the idea. There were many people in the store and it would be crazy to think I was being watched.

 

After searching, I found one that I absolutely loved but it was a C cup! I decided to get it anyway because I couldn't find the size D. I didn't want to give this one up because it had matching cords! 

 

I can wear a C cup... It would just be a little tight, like everything is about to spill out. And I don't like that.

 

I didn't see those two girls anywhere so I went to the counter to pay for my thing.

 

I honestly thought to myself... why am I buying a $60 bra which was not even my proper size? It was so unnecessary. 

 

I turned back and dropped the purple lacey bra and panties right where I had got them from. This is a department store! There are so many other things that I could get instead.

 

I found Lily and Phoebe at a corner and went over to meet them. They had drifted off to another place and they were looking at shoes instead.

 

"Where were you Sophia? I wanted to ask you what you think of these." Lily showed me some knee high boots. 

 

"They look just fine." I said, disengaged. I just wanted to get to the electric cinema already. Shopping wasn't really my thing.

 

"I also picked out this really nice top for work from..." Lily was saying but she ebbed and her face discoloured.

 

"From where? What were you saying?" She didn't respond and I looked at Phoebe who had the same expression. They were both staring at something or someone behind me.

 

I was about to turn and see for myself when I heard the voice I knew all too well from behind.

 

"Hello ladies."

 

Not him!

 

He sounded very relaxed while I was rattled like a mule. I didn't expect to find him here of all places! I didn't dare look back!

 

"How are you Phoebe?" He asked with his usual preeminence, as if we were at work.

 

"I'm good sir... Thank you."

 

Thank you?? I'm sure she was nervous as hell!

 

"Lily... I suppose. Nice to meet you again."

 

Lily smiled madly at him and nodded her head.

 

"Pleasure to meet you too."

 

There was a short pause of awkward silence. They both looked at me expectantly but I couldn't do anything! I was frozen to the spot! I could also feel his eyes burning through the back of my head. He wanted me to turn around.

 

"Sophia, I'm going to try this top on in the changing room okay?" Lily said.

 

"I'll be right back as well. I just need to use the restroom..." Phoebe also made an excuse.

 

I winced at them and gave them 'the looks'. I didn't want them to leave me here all alone with him but they just turned their backs and left!

 

Awesome!

 

What a beautiful pair of friends. I closed my eyes and waited for him to say something. One of us will eventually have to talk to each other...

 

"Sophia." He called my name gently.

 

I didn't want to look at him but I didn't have a choice. Especially after he pleaded.

 

"Please, Sophia... Look at me."

 

Something like a magnet pulled me towards him and I turned around and faced him. Immediately I gasped, shocked at what I saw!

 

His face looked battered! But even with all that, he still looked good in a white T-shirt and jeans with his perfect hair. I almost felt bad for him but he was the one who picked a fight with Sean in the first place. I remembered how Sean suffered in pain last night because of him! All sense of pity I had for him flew out the window.

 

"What are you doing here?" I crossed my arms angrily.

 

He looked around him as if he just noticed where he really was. 

 

"Errr... shopping?" It sounded more like a question than an answer. It's so obvious that he's lying.

 

"Really?" I asked incredulously. "And what could you be shopping for in the women's section?"

 

"Um... a handbag." He swallowed. 

 

"Hmmm, so you and I just happen to be shopping at the exact same store on a Sunday afternoon. That's a little bizarre don't you think?" He didn't say anything. "So who is she?"

 

"Who?" His face scrunched up in confusion.

 

"The lady you're getting a handbag. It's not for yourself, is it?"

 

"Oh, um... my grandmother."

 

Oh cut the crap! It's very clear that you were following me! 

 

I wanted to snap at him but I decided to play along with his little lies. Let's see how far they'll take him.

 

"Ok. That's very thoughtful of you. Do you need my help picking out something nice for her?" I smiled.

 

"That'll be fantastic." He smiled back.

 

I took him round to see some handbags. They were all expensive and look like they cost a fortune! But they were also very beautiful. There was a pretty pink one that totally caught my eye. Too bad I'll never have it.

 

"Personally, which do you like best?" He asked me.

 

"I like that one but this is not about me, it about your 'grandma'... something like this would be more appropriate for her." I pointed at a smaller bag suitable for older people. I checked the tag and saw $745! My eyes almost popped out!! 

 

"I'm sure she would like the same thing as you Sophia. Il'd take the pink one."

 

If that bag cost $745, I can't imagine what the pink one would cost. I picked it up and looked at its tag... $950!

 

"I think it's perfect for her!" I grinned. He wasn't really going to blow a thousand dollars on a handbag for his supposed 'grandma' so he should just cut the crap now. 

 

I handed him the bag and he checked the price too however, he didn't seem to bothered about it. 

 

"Where do I pay?"

 

"Really? Are you sure you still want to-"

 

"Yes, Sophia. You said it was perfect right? And you like it."

 

"But I didn't think you were really going to get it!"

 

"And why not?" 

 

"Never mind." I scoffed. It's his money, he can do whatever he wants with it. We went to the till and the attendant scanned and packaged the bag. 

 

I was still waiting for him to stop and tell me that he only came into this store because of me and he never wanted to buy this in the first place. But when I saw him bring out his card from his wallet I knew he wasn't going to.

 

"Stop! Mr Wilson, what are you doing?!" I yelped.

 

"Paying for the bag-"

 

"Oh please! That's not why you're here and we both know it! You don't need to prove anything to me by wasting your money. You're not here to buy anything because you're following me!"

 

He stared at me like a deer caught in headlights. 

 

Before I knew it he swiped his card on the machine and finalized his purchase.

 

"Thank you sir." The attendant smiled, happy that she managed to sell.

 

"You're crazy you know that right?" I told him. 

 

"Not everything is about you Sophia." He took the bag from her.

 

"Oh yeah? Well, now that you've gotten what you needed you can leave. I'm glad I helped you." I turned to walk away but he grabbed my by my arm and pulled me back.

 

"Okay! Okay! I was following you! And I wasn't shopping for my grandmother either." He sighed. 

 

I smiled, happy that he finally admitted it. 

 

"So you just spent a thousand dollars out of joblessness? Why are you following me? Are you bored or something?" This man is insane.

 

"This bag is yours Sophia." He said.

 

"What?"

 

"Let's just say it's a birthday present from me to you. Happy Birthday." He handed it to me.

 

Happiness filled me up and all I wanted was to take it from him but I couldn't. Let's not forget that he's a total jerk.

 

"Thank you for the gesture but I'm sorry Mr Wilson, I cannot accept any gifts from you."

 

"Why not?"

 

"Because I don't want to! I also don't appreciate you following me, I felt like someone was watching me. That was you wasn't it? What do you want from me? Why are you bothering me now that I've quit?"

 

"Sophia I don't mean to bother you, I just wanted to see you today."

 

"Why?"

 

"Because it's your birthday." 

 

"What's it to you?"

 

"Sophia I have always bought you presents on your birthday. Why are you rejecting this time?" 

 

"Because I don't work for you anymore and I want nothing to do with you. Please excuse me." I turned and left.

 

I walked away and thankfully, he didn't follow me. I found Lily and Phoebe somewhere. They had already finished so we all left to the electric cinema.

 

During the whole movie I couldn't stop thinking about Mr Wilson. How he manages to annoy me and captivate me at the same time. He looked so handsome today apart from those red cuts on his face. I'll be lying if I said I wasn't glad about our encounter today. I was so happy he remembered that it was my birthday. The feeling also annoyed me so much! I wasn't angry at him but at myself, how I liked being noticed by him. But he irritates me. I honestly can't stand him! Today in church, I even prayed for these feelings I have for him to finally go away and never come back and that's what needs to happen. I need to be free of him!

 

"Sophia, what are you thinking about?" Phoebe brought me back to where we were.

 

"Nothing I'm watching the movie."

 

"No you're not." She laughed. I laughed too. "Don't let him get to you okay?" 

 

"Okay." I smiled. I knew she was referring to Mr Wilson.

 

***

 

Lily and I took a taxi home after dropping Phoebe off at hers. When I got to my door I wasn't expecting a huge package waiting for me.

 

I asked Alfred who the package was from, he was an old man, more or less like the valet of the building but he had no idea who had left it.

 

"What if it's a bomb?" Lily said.

 

"Don't be silly! Who would leave a bomb at the front of my door?" I looked at her. 

 

"I don't know... your ex-boss?"

 

I ignored her completely and opened the door to my apartment. I brought the box inside, it wasn't heavy at all.

 

"Maybe it's from my mum. She probably posted it and instructed for it to be delivered today."

 

"Yeah, that makes more sense. Open it let's see what's inside!" Lily said a little bit too excited. 

 

I rolled my eyes at her and opened to box. I was filled with fury when I saw what was inside!

 

"Wow! That's a really pretty bag Sophia! Who's it from?" 

 

"That hooligan! I told him I didn't want it! Ugh! Why does he have to be such a brute!" I screamed.

 

"Is it your ex-boss?"

 

"Who else?!" 

 

"Why are you so upset? I would kill to have this! Look here there's a note in the box as well."

 

"I don't want to read it. Why is he bothering me now? Before, he never wanted anything to do with me."

 

"Maybe he's realized his mistake. And Sophia, trust me. You really need to read this note. It's important." She said after reading it herself.

 

I took the stupid note and read it.

 

Happy Birthday Love,

Please don't be furious when you see this, just accept my present as you always have.

Concerning your resignation, you did not give an appropriate notice. Your contract requires a notice period of at least two weeks. If you don't show up at work tomorrow then you will be in breach and my employment lawyers would be entitled to sue your for damages. As much as I wouldn't like that to happen, please show up. I would like to see your pretty face again tomorrow.

Adam.

 

"Oh my gosh! I had totally forgotten about my notice period! That means I still have to go to work for another two weeks!" I cried.

 

"Are you kidding? How could you forget that? And I don't even think two weeks is an appropriate notice period. You've been working with your boss for a pretty long time. You have to give him a month at the very least, it's not going to be easy for him to find a replacement."

 

"What can I do Lily? You know all the legal stuff. I don't want him to sue me and I also don't want to go back to work for him. Not even for a day!" 

 

"I'm afraid you have to. You can't just leave a company just like that Sophia. There are processes." 

 

"Ugh!" I slumped on the couch.

 

That imbecile wasn't planning on letting me go!

 

Not anytime soon.

 

Chapter 30

Adam Wilson

 

Mason forcefully took me for a medical check up because of my fight with Sean and to his surprise, everything was just fine. The only problem was I was out of shape. Too much unhealthy food had made me gain some extra pounds and I needed to get rid of it.

 

This morning I hit the gym before going to work. I need to get my body back and start looking good again... for Sophia.

 

I am 100% confident that she would show up today, knowing the implications of not doing so, she had to.

 

I'm pretty sure she hates me for doing this to her but that was the only way to make her stay, at least for a little longer.

 

Her notice period is going to be 3 months. I have already discussed this with Paul, the head of Human Resources. I told him to do everything he can to keep her working in the office for longer than usual. I also told him to delay processing any documents regarding her resignation like her recommendation, severance pay and holiday entitlements.

 

She can't leave without those.

 

Time is running out! I have three months to make Sophia mine before she leaves! And this time, I'm not giving up for anything! Today I am going to drill her, no time for beating around the bush anymore.

 

I got to the office really late, around 3 pm. Not the best way to start the week. I used the elevator to go up to my floor and when the doors opened, I saw Sophia sitting on top of the receptionist's table talking to Alice.

 

The moment they saw me, they both stopped.

 

"Good afternoon sir." Alice said while Sophia carefully got down from the table.

 

Part of me grumbled because she looked sexy sitting there with her little white dress exposing her beautifully crossed legs. Thank god Alice was here. If not, I would have grabbed her.

 

"Come to my office immediately." I said to Sophia before walking past her. I caught a whiff of her lush scent as I did.

 

This woman...

 

I got to my desk and she came in moments after.

 

"Yes?" She said a bit rudely but I ignored it.

 

"What were you doing out there?" I asked.

 

"Nothing. I was just talking to Alice because there was nothing else to do."

 

"Well I am here now and there's a lot of work to be done. Also, you were sitting on Alice's desk. That is very improper."

 

"I'm sorry, I wouldn't do it again."

 

"Of course you can. It was only improper because it wasn't MY desk. I'd love to have you sitting here right in front of me... just like you did a few months ago." I smirked as I tapped my desk, indicating the position sat.

 

Her cheeks instantly turned red as she remembered the day I was referring to.

 

Good.

 

"I'm glad you recall because I'd be more than happy to have a repeat of that session. You're welcome to use my desk anytime. This time, I'm healthy and virile and the things I would do to you-"

 

"Stop!!!" She screamed. "I would not subject myself to this sort of treatment from you!"

 

It seems like my words really had an impact. They always do.

 

"What treatment? I'm simply narrating what will happen if you ever come on to me like you had before. You remember don't you?" I couldn't stop smiling as I watched her, trembling with need. She may sound tough but we both know she couldn't put up a fight. Not for long.

 

"I don't want to remember any of that! You know why? Because it will NEVER happen again!" She said.

 

"Oh?" I laughed. "Let me tell you something Sophia, it will happen. Not just once, but over and over. Remember I promised you that someday, we will make love and I am a man of my word. That day is very close now. Maybe before your notice periods ends we would have made love countlessly." I said to her.

 

"That's the whole point of the notice period, isn't it? You want me to stay so you can have your wicked way with me before sending me away!?"

 

"I would never send you away my love. You're the one leaving at your own will and I don't want you to go. Maybe after we make love a few times, you'll change your mind and want to stay with me."

 

"You're disgusting." She spat. "I would never want to stay with a crazy man like you!"

 

"I'm not crazy Sophia. But I am crazy about you. If you could just stop fighting and give us a chance, I swear you wouldn't regret it. I promise you that I would treat you like a woman should be treated. Please let me be your man Sophia. I would take care of you in every way. Especially when we make love... I just know we would be explosive together."

 

She looked at me and I could see the fire in her eyes. She wanted me but she was holding back.

 

"I'm sorry... I can't." She looked down.

 

"And why not Sophia?" I stood up from my chair this time. "Tell me what's holding you back? What's making you hate me so much? When deep down, you really love me."

 

"You're too late." She shook her head. "I gave you my love once but you rejected me and disappeared from my life. You hurt me and now I'm with someone else." She wiped away some tears that had begun to fall.

 

"You don't know how terribly sorry I am for leaving. But I'm back now and we can pick up from where we left off." I sounded desperate. I also hated to see her cry because of my doings.

 

"No! We can't just pick up from where we left off! I'm with someone else now, don't you get it?!"

 

"Is it Sean Edmund?! That impostor?!"

 

"He's not an impostor! He's a nice guy unlike you! You're a terrible person because you beat him up and destroyed his house!"

 

Destroyed his house? Please! The damage wasn't even worth $500. She should quit exaggerating. He deserved the beating he got.

 

"He also beat me up too! We were friends and he stole my girl!"

 

"I was never your girl Adam! And I will never be."

 

"Oh, we'll see about that. You and I are made for each other. Ever since I tasted your lips, I haven't had any other. And I won't stop till I taste everything else. Even after I do, I would taste you all over again."

 

"Shut up!" She screamed.

 

I made my way hastily towards her. I was going to grab her and show her how serious I was but before I could reach her, she ran out of my office.

 

She knew she wouldn't be able to resist so she escaped.

 

I called Paul on my intercom.

 

"Inform Miss Parker of her notice period. Now."

 

I dropped the call.

 

Not up to 10 minutes later Sophia came bursting through my door.

 

"Seriously?! Three months?! How much sex do you plan to get from me?!" She looked really angry.

 

"Even if I have sex with you every day for the next three months, I still won't be satisfied. I want you to be completely mine." for the rest of my life.

 

"You selfish bastard. I hate you and I wish I never met you!"

 

"Don't say that Sophia. I am the best thing that could ever happen to you, and you know it. You're the same for me."

 

"Go to hell!" She stormed off this time, slamming my door.

 

I only smiled because I know soon she will be mine eventually and when the time comes, I know I will be the happiest man in the world!

 

***

 

-3 days later-

 

Sophia Parker

 

"Hey mum." I picked up her call.

 

"Hi honey, how are you?" My mum said happily.

 

"Just great. How is dad?"

 

"He's perfectly fine. I'm so happy he's back home now. We've been following the food ROTA and he absolutely hates it!" She laughed.

 

"Wow." I laughed too but it was forced.

 

"Sophia, you don't sound happy. What's wrong?"

 

"Uh... I quit my job."

 

"What? Why? Sophia, why would you quit such a wonderful job?" She shrieked.

 

"It's not so wonderful mum. My boss is hell-bent on sleeping with me."

 

"What? Doesn't he know that you're a virgin?!"

 

"No he doesn't."

 

"I can't believe this! He seemed like such a gentleman when we met. I never imagined him to be the type to proposition his female employees. How long has this been going on for?"

 

"Longer than you can imagine..."

 

"I'm so happy you've quit honey. That man is up to no good. I knew he liked you and was interested in you but I expected him to court you the right way."

 

She's right. If he was a gentleman he would have courted me properly, just like Sean is doing. 

 

My intercom rang.

 

"Mum, I have to go. I'm at work right now."

 

"Okay honey. We'll talk later. Bye now."

 

I dropped the call and picked up my intercom.

 

"Proceed to my office now." The swine said before ending the call abruptly.

 

I don't think I can spend another 3 months here if he's going to behave like this all the time.

 

I went into his office and saw him looking intently at his computer.

 

"Grab a chair and come sit here by my side. I need your help with something." He said.

 

"With what?" I folded my arms. I'm sure it was something that he could do by himself without my help.

 

"Grab a chair, come sit, and you'll find out."

 

Ugh!

 

I did as he told me to, taking one of his coffee chairs and placing it at a reasonable length away from him before sitting down.

 

He looked at me for a while and I looked back too with wide eyes.

 

He suddenly grabbed the chair and pulled it swiftly to him, almost knocking me off but I fell on him instead.

 

"Whoa" I shrieked.

 

"Much better." He said. Our bodies were practically jumbled up. He felt so solid. I moved away from him but the position of the chair did not let me get too far. "I need help with allocating capital to the company's priorities." 

 

"Why don't you just give the work to me and let me handle it? You always do." His face was really close.

 

"It'll be better and faster if we BOTH work on it." He smiled down at me.

 

We worked closely together, every now and then his thighs brushed mine. At a point, he put his arm around me because we were so close to each other. His hand caressed my arm gently and I shouldn't be letting him do this to me... but I did. I didn't stop him anytime he deliberately touched me and pretended it was an accident or how his hand moved up and down my arm as if he was oblivious to what he was doing. I tried not to but... I liked it. Being next to him felt so nice. Once I shivered and he looked at me, I had gotten goosebumps. 

 

"Are you cold?" He asked.

 

"A little." I nodded. Not because of the weather, but because of what he was doing to me.

 

He brought his jacket and put it around me.

 

"Thank you."

 

"You're welcome."

 

I loved the smell of his jacket. It was just like him, very masculine. 

 

I looked up at him and oddly, I felt very... soft. I was the opposite of him in every way. I was feminine and tender while he was a hunk and very strong. I imagined him holding me with those firm hands, protecting me, also pleasing me... like he had done before.

 

"Sophia-"

 

"Huh?" I didn't know that I had closed my eyes and started daydreaming.

 

"Are you feeling sleepy?"

 

"Oh no! Not at all! I just uhm... I- I-"

 

"Let's continue shall we?" He smirked. He probably thought I was lying but I wasn't. If only he knew what I was thinking about. He wouldn't hesitate to put it into practice right here and now.

 

"Of course."

 

We continued to work and when we eventually finished, it was past 5 pm. He offered to take me home but I rejected.

 

"I just want to take you home Sophia, I wouldn't do anything else. I promise." He pleaded.

 

"I'm not going home, I'm going to Sean's." I told him and his face immediately turned red with jealousy.

 

"TO DO WHAT?" He barked. I even flinched a little.

 

"None of your business. Thank you for the jacket." I gave it back to him.

 

He took it with anger. It was like someone just spoiled his mood. I didn't like the way he switched up and let jealousy consume him in such a way. A real man wouldn't behave so irrational.

 

"Goodnight." I said before leaving his office . He didn't even say it too, he was too busy drowning in resentment.

 

I went over to Sean's with a taxi and rung the bell. 

 

He opened the door and we kissed. 

 

This was a real man.

 

Chapter 31

Adam Wilson

 

"Flowers, chocolates, teddy bears... there's nothing that I haven't given her! Yet she still doesn't approve of me."

 

"Why do you need her approval?" The shrink asked. I wonder how he is a shrink if he does nothing else but asks stupid questions.

 

"Because she is the woman I love!!! Wouldn't you want the approval of someone you love?!" I snapped angrily at him.

 

The only reason why I was here in the first place was because of Mason. He ensured that I seek therapy because of my smoking and relationship problems with Sophia but I'm not sure this is working.

 

"Calm down Adam, I can see you're frustrated because of Sophia's rejection and your lack of nicotine for the past few hours."

 

"Then don't ask foolish questions."

 

"I asked for a reason. Just take a deep breath and try to answer the question, why do you seek the approval of Sophia?"

 

Ugh! I would have beat up this guy right on the spot. But I'm trying to change... for Sophia.

 

"Because it hurts that she doesn't like me and wants nothing to do with me. It hurts to see her with another man. What I want is for her to like ME and be with ME. I want her love, not her hatred."

 

He was jotting down god knows what as I was talking. I hope this session is useful because this is the first and the last.

 

"Do you know why she rejects you?"

 

"Of course. Sophia was causing me so much trouble and pain that I decided to get away from her. That lasted for a short while before I came flying back to her just like an elastic band."

 

"Hmmm, the elastic band theory. Go on."

 

"She was heartbroken because just before I left, she had wanted me. But I rejected her. I got back in time just to catch her resigning from the company. I had to compromise a reason to make her stay and that's what's happening. However, each passing day she avoids me at all cost. Even after all the gifts, she never reduced her hostility towards me. And worst of all, she has a man in her life. And this man and I are good friends. I feel totally betrayed."

 

"It sounds like she doesn't love you anymore."

 

"No. That's what she tries to believe." I laughed. "But we both know that she's wrong. Somewhere in that little heart of hers, she still feels strongly for me. From time, she has always tried to hide her emotions. That's because she doesn't approve of me. If she does, I'm sure she would have given herself totally to me because she loves me deeply." I said with confidence. "I'm madly and deeply in love with her. And I'm never giving up on her like before."

 

"Maybe it's not about flowers or chocolates. Maybe she wants something more."

 

"Oh no. I don't think so. If I touch her she won't be happy. Although she may respond... I don't want to take advantage of her."

 

"No Adam. That's not what I meant. You need to show her that you're a man and you're willing to go the extra mile for her. After all that you've told me, I'm sure she's terrified that you only just want to sleep with her. Show her that you care for her too."

 

"But I do want to sleep with her though." I whined. 

 

"Let her know that you have other intentions. On that note, this session has come to an end."

 

Thank god. I need a smoke break.

 

"Congratulations. We would meet same time next week and then you would tell me about any developments with Sophia."

 

I doubt I'll be here.

 

"For the meantime, I'd like to hand you this trifold brochure. Read it, it will help to quit smoking and stay cigarette free for good."

 

I doubt that too.

 

"Thank you for your time."

 

"Thanks for listening."

 

We shook hands and then I left without a second glance.

 

***

 

Sophia Parker

 

"Mark me Sophia. Someday you will belong to me... And when you become mine, I will make love to you."

 

"I will make sweet and passionate love to you. I will set your whole body on fire in a way that you've never experienced before, make you feel things you've never felt before, make you scream in a voice you've never heard before. Someday, you will be in my arms and I will pleasure every inch of you. And you're going to enjoy every single second of our lovemaking... I swear to you."

 

The words rang clearly in my ear like it was yesterday. It was like I had memorized them.

 

They affected me in so many ways... more than I was comfortable with. I couldn't help but wonder if someday, they would actually become true. If he would keep his word like he said and do all the things he said he would do to me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want him to, even if I know it isn't the right thing to do.

 

It's a miracle how I've been able to avoid him when all he seems to talk about and try to do is have sex with me. All his stupid and expensive gifts are just ways to try and make me consent but I won't. Not like that.

 

He doesn't even have a chance with me anymore because I'm with Sean now... but things between us don't seem to be moving at all.

 

Sean is very hesitant in our relationship, like he's not very interested in it. He always ends our kisses abruptly and tries not to get personal. It's been a while, but I have been in a relationship before and things were very different. I would say he's more caring than loving. He doesn't seem like a boyfriend... just a really good friend.

 

Not to mention, he never really asked me to be his girl. I've been the one proclaiming it and I don't know how he would react once he's found out what I've done.

 

My intercom on my desk rang.

 

It had to be Sean because Mr Wilson wasn't in the office right now. He said he had an appointment with someone whom he refused to tell me. In his diary, I wrote 'Appointment with anonymous.'

 

"Hey." I said when I picked up the phone. I didn't need to be formal because I knew it was him.

 

"What are you doing right now?" He asked.

 

"Uh, just preparing for tomorrow's presentation. Why?" I asked slyly. Maybe he had something in mind for both of us to do together after work. It's been so long since we went out.

 

"I needed your help with some extra work on my desk, nothing too serious."

 

Oh. Guess I was wrong.

 

"I'll see you later at 5 then."

 

"Why?" I asked again. Hope springing back. Maybe he did want us to go out...

 

"I'll drive you home tonight like I always do."

 

"Okay." Nope.

 

"Bye."

 

Just like I said. Things were going nowhere. 

 

I turned my attention back to my slides on the computer. We have some business prospects coming in tomorrow and Mr Wilson insisted that I lay out our business rundown for them. Usually he does that, like that time in Michigan but now he wants me to do it. 

 

Lately, he has been giving me more roles and tasks to do. I'm starting to think it has something to do with my resignation. I don't know why he's pounding me with more work.

 

What has me really fazed is his constant benefaction. I haven't gone down to eat lunch for weeks because Mr Wilson always had it delivered right up to both of us, which is something he never did before. And every morning it's either a box of chocolates, or flowers, or a really cute keepsake, or even a teddy bear! One time he got me a teddy bear! 

 

I couldn't lie, I loved these little souvenirs from him but his motive behind them is what I don't like. I'm not going to sleep with him because he buys me little gifts all the time. No matter how cute it is, it's not changing my mind.

 

I sighed and continued working. 

 

When it was 5pm, I packed my things. Mr Wilson had still not returned from his anonymous appointment so I take it that he's not coming back. Not by this time.

 

Sean took me home. I offered for him to come in but he refused saying that he had somewhere he needed to be.

 

I invited Lily instead because I honestly didn't feel like being alone.

 

When I opened the door for her, she smiled at me.

 

"Hey!"

 

"Hi. That's a pretty necklace." She said to me as she walked in.

 

Subconsciously, my hand slipped to my chest where my beautiful necklace lay. I looked down at it and saw my name carved in a gorgeous font, dazzling with diamonds. 

 

It was the first time that I wore this piece ever since Mr Wilson got it for me a few months back. I had kept it treasured away but I decided to wear it today.

 

"You should wear it more often. Where did you get it?"

 

"Uh, he got it for me. I don't know where, but it was back home in Virginia." I closed the door.

 

"You mean you've had this ever since then?!" She knew who 'he' was without me mentioning it.

 

"Yeah..."

 

"Gosh Sophia! That man spoils you! Every day he buys you stuff like you're his girlfriend or something. I have to admit that I'm jealous. I wish I had that much attention from a man."

 

"Yeah but his attention is laced with bad intentions."

 

"What bad intentions are you talking about? Is it bad for a man to love?"

 

"Can we please not talk about him? I'm with Sean now. He's the one I love."

 

"You can't keep lying to yourself Sophia. Don't make me say 'I told you so'."

 

At least I'm trying but he's just not giving me the opportunity. He's always keeping me at a distance. Even as he dropped me off today, he didn't look back before he just drove off. I think his heart is not in it... or maybe it has something to do with Mr Wilson.

 

Had he told Sean to back off?

 

"So we're baking cookies today." Lily changed the subject. "You could take them to work tomorrow."

 

"Yeah, I'll set them up at the meeting in case anyone wants some."

 

"Good idea."

 

***

 

Hours Later as I lay in bed, I picked up my phone and decided to text Sean. I hope it wasn't too late. I was only 11pm.

 

Hey

 

I waited for about 10 minutes before his response came.

 

Hey, you okay?

 

I decided to be very honest.

 

No.

 

I saw the three dots start bouncing, indicating he was typing a response.

 

Why what's wrong?

 

What are we Sean? You've become very distant from me and I was just wondering why. I hope it has nothing to do with Mr Wilson.

 

I waited for longer before his reply came.

 

You shouldn't worry about stuff like this late at night. And no, Adam has nothing to do with this. I've been busy lately that's all.

 

I don't believe him but it took him for his word.

 

Okay, can we go out sometime?

 

I can't believe I just asked that.

 

Depends.

 

On what?

 

My schedule.

 

Oh really? 

 

Okay then.

 

I'd let you know Sophia. Till then, goodnight.

 

I didn't even bother replying. I just tossed my phone aside. This is beyond him. He never had excuses, I don't know why he has them now. Somehow he had managed to always fit me into his schedule before.

 

I groaned in my pillow. 

 

I need to secure myself a new job as soon as possible.

 

Because soon enough, my time here will be up.v

Chapter 32

Adam Wilson

 

Today's workout was intense.

 

It was chest day and I could feel my ripped muscles.

 

Apart from the smoking habit I picked up in Michigan, everything else with my body is fine. I have been eating well and trying to get as much sleep as I can. The shrink suggested at least 5 hours of sleep at night which has not been working out so well.

 

But I'm a working progress.

 

When I arrived at work, it was already 1pm. I'm late but I made it just in time to prepare for the meeting today at 2pm. I had also bought a box of white chocolates on my way for Sophia, her favorite.

 

She is presenting and I can't wait to watch her. This is the first time she'll do so and I could tell that she's nervous about it. I remember the look of terror on her face when I told her to do it. She had begged mercilessly but I had none of it. If she was going to leave in a few months I had to make good use of her to her maximum potential. I'm sure she can do this.

 

I got to my office and rang Sophia immediately but she didn't answer. Maybe she wasn't at her desk.

 

I went into her office to confirm that she wasn't. She was probably already in the conference room so I placed the chocolates on her desk. She would know they're from me.

 

I gathered some supplementary documents that I may need during the course of the meeting and I looked up our prospect's business.

 

AIRTEX, the air navigation manager in Arizona, certified for the provision of en route, approach and aerodrome control services.

 

They could definitely be of good use to us and us to them.

 

I looked up some more about the company before my intercom suddenly rang, startling me a bit.

 

"Yes."

 

"Sir, the conference room is full and everyone is waiting for you." Alice said.

 

"I'll be right there." I said before I hung up.

 

I didn't know how the time had passed so quickly. I grabbed the documents and went to the room. It was down a few levels on the 7th floor.

 

I walked in to see everyone already settled down and Sean sitting directly beside Sophia holding hands with her. My nose flared but he was probably doing that because she was nervous.

 

Our prospects looked headstrong and I started to wonder if Sophia could handle this.

 

"Welcome everyone." I began. "For surveillance purposes, this meeting will be recorded. We are here to propose a business negotiate between Wilson & Co and AIRTEX. My assistant, Miss Parker will confer." I sat down and handed over to her.

 

The moment she stood up, I saw for the first time what she was wearing!

 

What the-

 

"Welcome everyone. I'm Sophia Parker and this is the team; Mr Wilson the CEO of the company, Sean Edmund the head of the accounting and finance, Scott Johnson from telecommunications, Paul Lewis from the HR, Phoebe Woodley from Marketing and Craig Houston from security maintenance."

 

Did she even look in the mirror before she stepped out this morning???

 

I couldn't pay any attention to anything she said. My eyes were glued to her outfit. Her legs were on full display thanks to that extremely short and tight light blue skirt she wore.

 

My blood went hot and I was crazed with desire. Desire for Sophia.

 

How could she wear such? Could she really be oblivious to the fact that it was 100% provocative? She turned around and I saw here backside.

 

Whoa!

 

My head was in the gutter. Deep inside.

 

Before I knew it, my brain started imagining things. What was beneath that flared skirt? I would pay a huge sum just to watch her bend down and flash her und-

 

What the fuck! No! 

 

I looked down at my painfully hard member and cursed. Thankfully, I was shielded under the conference table. This was all because of Sophia!

 

My pent up frustration which I had been controlling for months now finally tipped over. I don't care who she's with or how she feels, today I will have her. I've given her enough time and stayed away but she hasn't given me the response I want. Today, I will get that response.

 

Watching Sophia sashay in that skirt was pure torture but I endured it all through till the end of the meeting. When it was finally over I wanted to approach her immediately but I had to discuss with the AIRTEX clients first.

 

The guy was telling me how he was impressed with our work and how he would like to do business with us. I didn't care at this moment but I tried to be polite and watch Sophia at the same time with my side eye.

 

She was talking to Sean of course! That prick!

 

Jealousy surged through me as I saw them hug and when he kissed her on her head. She was leaving the conference room.

 

I brought out my phone in pretense.

 

"Sorry, I have to take this call but it was nice speaking to you. Schedule another meeting with Alice, my receptionist, for tomorrow by 10am. We can discuss further then." I dismissed the bum who was stalling me and went after Sophia.

 

She was walking down the aisle, oblivious to me following right behind her. I watched in awe as her hips moved from side to side. That blasted skirt accentuated her every movement. I was probably drooling like a dog.

 

Where was she going?

 

She made a sharp left, walking into what...

 

The ladies room? Shit! I couldn't go in there!

 

But then...

 

I own this building. Therefore, I can go in anywhere I want. Without thinking, I opened the door to the ladies room and walked in abruptly.

 

Sophia was there applying something on her lips. She gasped when she caught sight of me through the mirror.

 

"What are you doing in here?!" She turned around. There was a look of horror on her face. "You can't be in here!"

 

I ignored her and closed the door quietly behind us. I checked each stall to see if there was anyone else inside.

 

"What are you doing?" She asked confused.

 

"What are you doing?" She asked confused.

 

"Checking if we're alone." And we were.

 

"Why are-"

 

"Enough questions!" I made my way to her and backed her up against the basin counter. Her breath caught as she looked up at me. I looked down at her small frame and had to resist the urge to scoop her up into my arms.

 

"Mr Wilson!"

 

"Call me Adam." I said to her.

 

"I can't, and I shouldn't! Please get away from me!" She tried to push me to the side but she was not strong enough.

 

"No. What is this? What do you think you are wearing?" I sounded like an overprotective father.

 

"It's none of your business what I wear!" She argued but I held her two arms. They felt so soft.

 

"What you wear is damn right my business! And that skirt of yours has been driving me nuts since I set my eyes on it."

 

"That's not my problem!"

 

"No it's not, but you caused a problem for me... and now you're going to solve it."

 

"Wha- Mmmmh!" I invaded her mouth before she could ask any more questions.

 

She fought and struggled with her hands but I pinned them both behind her on the sink counter. I kissed and explored the lips that I've been dying to taste for months. Oh, how I've missed this!

 

I wasn't gentle at first. I invade her mouth, my tongue stabbing deep with precision. I only eased into it when I noticed she started responding and gave a soft moan.

 

Yes! She was kissing back!

 

Her reflex denials melted away and I released her. She wrapped her arms around my neck while I brought my hands to her skirt and slid them underneath. Her soft, warm flesh was all I could feel and I found myself moaning. I inched the skirt up higher until I saw the underwear that I'd dreamt about all through the meeting. It was silk and had very little material.

 

"Fuck." I swore as I watched myself mould her ass through the mirror. She moaned in my ear and buried her face in my shoulder. "Beautiful Sophia. Just beautiful."

 

I lifted her from her waist and brought her up to sit on the basin counter top.

 

"Adam..." She cried.

 

My dick went rock hard from hearing her little voice call my name like that.

 

As she sat, I spread her legs apart and settled in between her. We were lost in a dark, lustrous world of tasting and touching. My mouth left hers only to trail hot kisses along her jaw and down her throat.

 

My hand held her knee and started to travel upwards, very slowly. With the other, I brought Sophia's head up to look into her eyes. Her expression was raw but underneath that, I could tell she was trembling. She knew where I was getting as my hand climbed higher until its heat was wrapped around her inner thigh. She stopped breathing in earnest.

 

My fingers spread wide to encompass as much as I could touch of her raw skin. I studied her, looking for some form of approval.

 

"Please Adam..." She begged as my hand hovered and tantalized at the tender place between her legs, on the edge of her silk panties. She wanted this, just as much as I did.

 

With no further ado, I was there. Fingers pushing aside the barrier of her panties to slide into hot slickness where she ached the most. Her eyes opened in shock as she gripped my shoulders. She squirmed as my fingers began to move, finding her secret spot and pressing it... flicking it.

 

"Ahhh..." She sang out in pleasure.

 

I myself couldn't stand it anymore. I needed to have her, right now.

 

"Come my love, let's go to the penthouse upstairs."

 

That was the closest place where we could both address this flame of desire so profound and deep between us, but she wasn't having it. She gently shook her head indicating it wasn't a good idea.

 

"Please Sophia." I begged. We both needed this. It felt so right and so necessary. Too right to question.

 

"Adam I don't- ouhhh!" I stroked her deep showing her what she was about to turn down. Her hips arched forward and her head fell back. I had to hold her in place so she wouldn't fall.

 

"Please Sophia, just say yes." I kissed her lips and our tongues connected feverishly.

 

"Yes." She breathed in between kisses.

 

That was the only confirmation I needed. Now, it's safe to say that we are both two consenting adults about this.

 

She didn't look stable enough to walk so I wrapped her legs around me, prepared to carry her all the way upstairs to the penthouse. My mind was racing as I anticipated the things that were about to occur between us. This was definitely going to be the best sex of my life due to the long wait.

 

Before I could lift her up I heard the door open and someone walked in.

 

Shit! I forgot to lock the door!

 

I looked through the mirror and gladly saw that it was only Phoebe Woodley, the marketing manager and also one of Sophia's friends. Her expression was obviously that of shock but I know I won't have a problem with her. I'm sure Sophia will keep her under control and get her to not say anything. I don't want to ruin her reputation at the office.

 

"Phoebe!" Sophia jumped when she noticed her presence. She had already caught us in a compromising position so there was no point trying to hide it.

 

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. I- I- Just- I'll just leave."

 

"No, Phoebe wait!" Sophia tried calling out to her but she rushed out.

"Oh no! Phoebe!" She was going to run after her but I held her back.

 

"It's alright love, don't worry about Phoebe. Let's just go to the penthouse now okay?" I pulled her into my arms again.

 

"No!" She screamed.

 

Huh?

 

"What do you mean 'no'? We're going to the penthouse now!" There was no way I was letting anything ruin this opportunity. She had already said yes.

 

I tried to drag her as gently as I could but she fought and pulled her arms out of my grasp.

 

"No! I'm not going to the penthouse!" She insisted.

 

I stared at her in confusion. One minute she was literally begging and ready for me. What could Phoebe's remote appearance do to change that? Is she embarrassed that we got caught? Because I'm not.

 

It's Phoebe anyway, they're good friends and I'm sure they share their usual female gossips and secrets. This shouldn't be a surprise to her.

 

"Okay, okay. Although the penthouse is more comfortable, I could lock the doors this time and we could do it right here." I improvised.

 

I took hold of her once more and leaned in for one of those sensual kisses but before I could get far, a sharp pain shot across my face.

 

"How dare you say that?! I said NO! Get away from me!" She slapped me and pushed me away for good this time.

 

"Fucccc-" I hissed. The pain on my face intensifying by the second.

 

She ran out of the restroom, leaving me completely stunned.

 

What in the world?!

 

History was repeating itself in a different way. I was stunned and I left with unsatiated desire.

 

Never have I felt more serious on one thing: carnal satisfaction, with Sophia Parker. I burned from head to toe with it. It irked me that I had been so close to taking her upstairs but that Phoebe nuisance came to ruin the show. If she wasn't a friend of Sophia then I would definitely have her fired right now.

 

I was so frustrated with the whole situation, I just wanted to punch something! I looked at my reflection through the glass in front of me and it took a huge amount of physical and mental energy not to break it with my fist.

 

I left the restroom instead but I wasn't going to go after Sophia. I've learned my lesson but this time I won't give up like other times. I will continue to fight and do anything possible to have her. Right now I would give her some space. Tomorrow I will deal with her.

 

***

 

Sophia Parker

 

"Phoebe, please wait! I need to talk to you!" I called after her. "What you saw was-"

 

"A mistake?" She finished for me.

 

"No, that not what I wanted to say. It wasn't what it looked like. He mauled me, I swear!"

 

"And why do you have to justify that to me?" She stopped walking away and stood to face me, crossing her arms in confrontation.

 

"Because... I- You-" I couldn't find the right words. My head was still recovering from the daze I was in just a few moments ago.

 

"Sophia, you should know better than to play with two men's heart at the same time. Especially when one does not deserve it." She referred to Sean.

 

"I'm not playing with anyone's heart, I promise. What happened there was a mistake. I didn't mean to, he just came at me." I tried to make her understand but she wouldn't. She probably didn't like me at this very moment.

 

I know she still has feelings for Sean and seeing me with him one minute and with Mr Wilson in the next obviously made her unhappy.

 

"I don't care about what I saw Sophia! You know I very much welcome the idea of you and Mr Wilson together. My only problem is that you're using Sean and he doesn't deserve it! Ild rather you just keep him out of this! You can't keep denying yourself from your true feelings and forcing yourself on Sean! That is pathetic." She spat.

 

My eyes welled up with tears. She was right. I know I have feelings for Sean, but what I feel for Adam is way stronger. The way he had touched me and how I instantly responded was good evidence of that.

 

"I've never known you to be a hypocrite Sophia, so stop acting like one. I'm only telling you this as a friend, not because I still have feelings for Sean. Watching you with him is bare torture."

 

She said everything in a way that made me feel terrible. I felt like a completely mean person.

 

"I'm so sorry." I cried convulsively. "I didn't know that was how you felt. But please, promise me one thing. That you wouldn't tell him or anyone about this."

 

"I won't say a word. But for the mean time, please keep your distance. I'm kind of upset with you."

 

She walked away from me.

 

I wouldn't blame her for being upset. I thought I was done with Mr Wilson and I could move on safely with Sean, but I'm not. His touch had taken me to another place and I cringed inwardly as I remembered how I begged for it.

 

Annoyed with myself for not being able to resist him, I went to my office. I noticed some chocolates on my desk. This wasn't the first time he bought this type for me and I had to admit that they were very nice. But right now I tossed them into the bin. I don't want anything from him! Tears were still gushing out as I grabbed my things and called a taxi. I was going home.

 

I felt so irritated with what I did and I didn't want to see anyone by any chance today. I just needed to leave.

 

***

 

The first thing I did was take a hot bath, washing away any imprint of Mr Wilson from my body. My belly flipped over and I ruthlessly quashed the memory of what happened in the ladies room. I still couldn't believe it had happened...

 

I never knew I could be so weak and let my guard down so easily for him.

 

I wish there was a way to speed up my resignation process. How am I going to face Sean after this. Wasn't this classified as cheating?

 

My phone rang after I got dressed from my bath. It was Sean.

 

With shaky hands, I picked it up.

 

"Hey..." I breathed.

 

"Hey Sophia. How are you?"

 

"Good."

 

"You sure you okay? Because I heard you left work immediately after you left the conference room. Is everything alright?"

 

"Yes I'm fine. I'm just not feeling well." I lied.

 

"You didn't seem sick at all today. Do you want me to come over?"

 

"Oh no! Please don't! I'm good."

 

"What if I tell you I'm on my way? I'm point five miles away already."

 

Crap!

 

I couldn't tell him to turn back now could I?

 

"Okay, I'll be waiting."

 

"See you soon." He said and ended the call.

 

He's coming over. Why did I get so nervous all of a sudden? Surely he doesn't know anything yet but he needs to and I have to be the one to tell him, not someone else. But how do I do that?

 

In less than 15 minutes there was a knock on the door. I had already changed into something suitable and arranged a bit.

 

I opened the door and saw him smiling on the other side. Guilt arrested me and I felt like a horrible person.

 

"Hey." He smirked.

 

"I have something to tell you!" I blurted out randomly.

 

Way to go!

 

He looked at me and raised any eyebrow. 

"Well, at least can I come in first?"

 

"Yes." I dragged him in and closed the door. He looked worried.

 

"Is it an urgent matter?" He questioned.

 

"Well... something happened today and I have to tell you. I feel terribly guilty and I'm so sorry in advance but Mr Wilson kissed me today. I didn't mean to, I tried to stop him I swear! But he didn't listen." I said in a rush.

 

The expression on his face did not change at all, he seemed as though it was a normal thing to him.

 

"Why do you feel guilty about that?"

 

"Isn't that cheating?"

 

He laughed. I don't understand why he wasn't angry or upset.

 

"Cheating on who Sophia? We're not dating so it's not. You shouldn't feel guilty."

 

"But what about what we had?"

 

"We're a lost cause Sophia. I always knew your feelings for Adam never went away. I see it in your eyes anytime he's near. Even when he wasn't around, I could tell that you missed him very much. I know you're trying to forget about him but it's no use."

 

"I- I- don't want to feel this way Sean, honestly. I want to be free from him. He's no good for me. You're a much better person for me."

 

"No." He shook his head. "I already have my guard up. I was falling for you at first but I realized that you can never feel for me the same way as Adam."

 

"No! Stop saying that! I can! If you just let me, I would!"

 

Why does everyone keep saying the same thing??? Why does everyone think I can never feel for any other person than Mr Wilson??? That wasn't true!

 

"Shhh, it's okay. Don't cry Sophia." I didn't even know when the tears started falling. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me.

 

"He did it forcefully. I didn't want to." I cried in his chest.

 

"Are you telling me that at any point, you didn't give in? And that you resisted him throughout?"

 

I couldn't answer that because the truth was humiliating. And I didn't want to lie to Sean.

 

"I wouldn't blame him for what he did today." He said.

 

I pulled back stunned at what he said. "What do you mean by that?"

 

"I saw him, throughout the meeting today his eyes were on you. Not once did he stop looking at your legs. Remember I told you earlier that the length of your skirt was aggravating? Perhaps that was what left him disturbed and forced him to do what he did."

 

"Don't try and defend him. You're blaming my skirt for this just like he did." I scowled at him. I remember Mr Wilson calling me out for it and saying it was the cause of his problems.

 

"I'm not defending him. I'm a guy and if I were in his position, I most likely would have done the same thing."

 

I gasped. "I thought you were better than him." I said disappointedly.

 

"No Sophia, I'm not better than anyone. If I had the right to kiss a beautiful woman like you, I wouldn't think twice about it. The same goes for our clients today because I saw them looking too. Only Adam has a reason to do so and he simply did it."

 

"And what reason is that?" I asked, already annoyed at what he would say. The same thing everyone else says.

 

"You know the reason Sophia, I wouldn't say it so you wouldn't scream at me again." He grinned.

 

I punched him on his arm and we both laughed. I can't believe that he just said that.

 

"Well, no matter what you or everyone else says, I'm not subjecting myself to a jerk. He only wants to have sex with me and he can't..."

 

"I won't deny that, but I'm sure he wants more than that. I've known him since college. He has never fought this hard for a girl only to have sex with her."

 

But he'll still want to. And I know I would let him. Heck, I almost gave him my virginity today if not for Phoebe! I mentally thanked her for showing up.

 

"I just can't. I need to forget about him."

 

"Okay. I wouldn't push you." He winked at me.

Chapter 33

Sophia Parker

 

I knocked firmly on the huge brown doors leading to 'his' office.

 

"I can do this." I whispered to myself as I took deep breaths.

 

Yes, I am ashamed of what happened yesterday but I wouldn't let it affect me OR repeat itself in any way today. I'm just going to pretend like it didn't happen. And if he tries to do anything, I'll run out!

 

After no response, I decided to just walk in.

 

I opened the door with one hand, his coffee and dairy in my other hand. I didn't even bother to look at him or say hello but I knew he was there. My body was completely aware of his presence.

 

I carefully walked to the edge of his large brown desk, maintaining as much distance as possible, then I placed the cup as close to him as I could... which was still very far from him.

 

"Alice informed me that you scheduled a meeting with someone from AIRTEX today at 10am. It's currently 9:45. Apart from that, your diary is empty. Is there anything you would like me to do for you today?"

 

After reading from his diary, I closed the book and looked at anything else but him, trying not to give away any emotions. But deep down I was trembling! I had just slapped this man yesterday! I don't know if he's angry with me or what he is going to do to me today.

 

"Yes." He said with that deep and masculine voice he had and my body warmed up from head to toe.

 

I hope whatever he wants me to do is in good faith.

 

"I want you to look at ME Sophia. Stop avoiding my eyes." He said in a commanding voice, which annoyed me.

 

"I'm not avoiding anything!" I said harshly.

 

"Then look at me." He challenged.

 

I looked at him, and suddenly my anger disappeared. His eyes were glittering and they told me everything. The glint they had revealed sadness, and even though he was trying to hide it, his face showed it all. The dark, colourless eyes that mourned his despair stared right at me, like I was the reason for his pain, for his suffering.

 

I've never felt so guilty of hurting someone so badly like this...

 

"Why don't you want to be my girlfriend Sophia?" He asked quietly. 

 

What?!

 

My eyes flew wide open. I was completely shocked by his question! When did he ever asked me to be his girlfriend?! I didn't get the memo!

 

I couldn't tell if he was joking because the look he held was so genuine. He couldn't be seriously asking me that, could he?

 

"Why don't you approve of me?" He continued. "Sometimes, you look at me like I'm a repulsive creature and it hurts. Could it be my looks... or my attitude... or my remarks? Or anything else? Please just tell me. I'm willing to change so that you can like me."

 

Wow! I couldn't believe my ears.

 

"What does Sean have that I don't? I mean... he's a good guy but I'm not too bad myself, right? I'm sorry about that fight I had with him. I promise you that's not the real me. Sean and I are really good friends, I was just so jealous of him. Seeing you with him makes me so mad. I sometimes wish I could be him, just to know what its like to have your attention. Even if it's just for a day. "

 

Oh my god. What is he saying?

 

"I really want to know what your love feels like. So please Sophia, tell me all I need to do to earn it and I promise I will do them all. I know that arrogance is not the way to get you and I'm sorry for every single time I've been arrogant towards you... Tell me what your ideal man is and-"

 

"Okay STOP! Please, Mr Wilson just stop talking!" I couldn't take it anymore. "Do you realise what you've just said?!"

 

I'm astonished at the fact that he just disclosed all of that to me, but I found it more disturbing. He sounded like he was wounded and needed some sort of healing. That was something I never expected him to ever say, considering that he's always so tough. Right now, he sounds like a wimp.

 

"Yes Sophia, everything I said is how I truly feel and I'm ready to compromise myself so you can love me. You can start by telling me what attracts you to the opposite sex. What are your likes and dislikes in a man?"

 

"Enough! Please, I've had enough of this. I do not wish to discuss that with you so just forget about it completely." I waved him off. 

 

Has this man gone completely insane?! Where has his masculine ego gone to?

 

I picked up some scattered files I noticed on his desk and decided to arrange them into their shelves.

 

I walked across the room, towards the shelves. He stood up and pursued me.

 

"Mr Wilson, please go back to your table." I warned him without turning around. I could feel him standing behind me and I hated it.

 

"Why do you do this to me?" He complained.

 

"Do what?!" I faced him. "All I did was give you coffee and update you about your meeting. What else have I done?"

 

"You're being hostile towards me now Sophia but I swear... If I touch you like yesterday-"

 

"DON'T! Don't you dare bring that up!" I gave him a deadly look. He was not going to do that words thing that he usually does. Not this time.

 

"So are we just going to pretend like it never happened?"

 

"Yes! At least I am."

 

"Well, I can't."

 

"In that case, I can't keep working here anymore." I dropped the files with a loud thud. "I am not comfortable with what happened yesterday and I'm scared that you'll violate me again like you did. That was unacceptable! You mauled me and I didn't have any other choice. Thank god Phoebe walked in."

 

If she hadn't, then we would have been telling a different story from now.

 

"Is that how you really feel... like I violated you?" He asked seriously.

 

"Yes. And because of that, I quit for the second time! You don't know how embarrassed I was. I thought I could put everything behind me and come to work today without you hounding me but I guess not. This time, I'm leaving and I don't care about my notice period. You can take me to court for all I care, but I can't stand another second with you and your unprofessional attitude towards me!" I had to catch my breath when I was done ranting.

 

He looked at me wordlessly. The look on his face was worse than before, I may have just broken his heart. Although that sounded silly.

 

"Is that what you really want Sophia?"

 

"Yes." I said without really thinking about it. I tried not to notice the unhappiness and disappointment written all over his face. He simply nodded.

 

"Okay." He said strongly but with a lace of regret. "I'll get all your resignation documents ready as soon as possible. Then you can finally be free of me. I'm sorry if I was ever a bother to you, and I'm sorry about yesterday. I thought we were on the same page but I guess not. It was never my intention to embarrass or violate you."

 

He turned and finally left me alone. I went back to arranging files on the shelf, thinking about what the hell I just said.

 

I heard him call Paul through his intercom and tell him to process my documents and finalize them today. He had deliberately kept them on hold and used the notice period to keep me here longer, but now it seemed like he was ready to let me go.

 

Yes, I wanted to leave but I'm not sure if I never wanted to see him again. My words were harsher than I expected them to be and all of a sudden I feel very remorseful.

 

I finished with the files and walked out just as his 10am client from AIRTEX walked in. I went to my office and sat down on my chair. I looked around, suddenly realizing that this may be the last time this place belonged to me. Working here was a huge part of my life and I don't know what it would be like without it. I am really going to miss this.

 

My phone buzzed and I smiled when I saw the caller ID was my mum.

 

"Hey mum." I answered.

 

"Great." I lied.

 

"How are you darling?"

 

"How are things going with your job? You said you will be leaving soon but its been over a month now."

 

"As a matter of fact, things just got finalized today."

 

"Great! Because as you know, a while ago your father was discharged from the hospital and he's at home now. He got worried when I told him about the situation with your job and he wants to see you. He'll be more than happy if you come home."

 

That sounded like a good idea. A good way to get away from all that's been happening and just clear my head. Whenever I go back home to Virginia, I always find it relaxing.

 

"Oh mum, I would love to. I could seriously use a break right now."

 

"A break from what? Is anything stressing you out?"

 

If only she knew!

 

"A bit, but its okay. Don't worry so much. I'd love to come tomorrow if that's possible but I don't know when my documents are going to be processed. I'll keep you in touch with what's happening."

 

"Sophia." She said with a serious tone. "Is your boss still harassing you?"

 

"No! No! Not at all, he got the memo already. He's letting me go." I said. Which was true because he had apologized for his cruel act yesterday and assured me that I would get my documents.

 

"Good. I can't wait to see you my love."

 

"Me too. I'm at work now mum so I'll call you later."

 

"I love you darling."

 

"Love you too." I said before I hung up.

 

I wish I get these papers today so I can leave New York tomorrow. Even the idea of moving back to Virginia was appealing to me but that would be the most cowardly thing I could ever do. I never run away from my issues and if I stay and find another job here in the city, it's likely that I would run into Mr Wilson again. I'll just have to deal with it.

 

*Hours later*

 

"Yes!" I breathed. That was the last of it.

 

I didn't know I had so much stuff here in this office. I had completely made it my own! I laughed at myself.

 

I had two small boxes of personal belongings after packing all my stuff. Normal people just have their stationary.

 

There was a knock on my door. Since I was already standing, I went to open it to find Paul.

 

"Oh, hey Paul." I greeted him.

 

"You alright Sophia?"

 

"Yeah. I just finished packing my stuff." I showed him my empty office.

 

"Sweet. Well, these are your documents. You'll need to review and sign them." He held them out to me and I took them like he was handing me a golden treasure. "I've had them ready since day one but you know Adam, he wanted you here for longer and instructed me not to give them to you."

 

"Really?! That's awful of him." I said and he laughed.

 

"Look. I don't know what's going on between you two, but it's not hard to put two and two together." He said.

 

"What do you mean?" I asked cautiously. Please let it not be what I think it means.

 

"I'm saying that Adam has never been skeptical about letting someone go. You're different." Here we go again. "Whatever happens, just make sure that you don't regret your decision."

 

"I understand perfectly what you're implying Paul. But I NEED to leave. And nothing is going to change my mind." I smiled at him.

 

He nodded his head respectfully and didn't bring it up again.

 

"All you have to do now is get Adam to sign those documents. That wouldn't be a problem since he prompted me to hand them to you today."

 

"Thank you. If he hasn't left yet then I could ask him to do so now." I was anxious as hell to get them signed. It was as if I was bargaining for my freedom, and who doesn't want to be free?!

 

"No, Adam left the office early this morning after his meeting with a client from AIRTEX." Paul said.

 

"Oh." I hadn't known that. Probably because my blinds were closed and I made no effort to see him or bring him coffee.

 

"And it's Friday today, so you'll have to wait till Monday. Till then, you're still committed to the office."

 

No!

 

"Okay."

 

"Alright. Goodluck with everything you have ahead of you." He said and hugged me. This may be the last time we see each other.

 

"You too Paul." I said and he left.

 

Once I closed the door I opened the envelope to take a look inside of it. It was quite heavy and had lots of papers. I wasn't going to read all of that so I just signed it. About 7 different places required my signature.

 

Once I was done with that, I decided to leave. It was already 4pm anyway. Picking up my two boxes and handbag, I made my way out of the office. I said goodbye to many people on the way, except Phoebe.

 

She was still mad at me and obviously, she wasn't in support of my resignation. She made that clear to me this afternoon when she didn't have lunch with me. I didn't even have the guts to ask her but I saw her at our usual Chinese outlet with someone else. I was forced to eat somewhere else all by myself.

 

After saying goodbye to everyone, I got a cab that took me home. The first thing I did was to book a flight to Virginia the next morning. I needed a vacation as soon as possible. 

 

I got a large suitcase and began to pack my clothes, mostly dresses. I will be gone for at least a month so I need enough, unlike the last time where I literally packed nothing and had to squeeze into my old clothes.

 

It took me about an hour to finalize packing. After I booked the flight, I remembered Paul saying that I am still committed to the office unless Mr Wilson has signed the documents. If I leave for Virginia tomorrow, how will he sign the documents?

 

Well, it's already too late because I've booked my flight already. I should have thought of that before doing so. 

 

I decided to text Paul, just in case.

 

Hey, can I get the documents signed by Mr Wilson as soon as possible? I'm planning a trip and I can't wait till tomorrow.

 

After that, I hit send. It didn't take up to 10 minutes before he replied.

 

Not sure about that. Just got off the phone with him and he said he's on his way home.

 

I can get him to sign them today, all I have to do is take it to him. But he has quite a few houses and I don't know which he's currently residing in.

 

If he could sign them today, that would be great. Is he currently staying at his apartment?

 

Yes. On 740 Park

 

Thank you :)

 

I had never been in that apartment before. But from the outside, it looked beautiful. Maybe the best out of all his residencies.

 

Ok, so I need to get ready and meet him there before it gets late. It was already 7pm, if I quickly had a shower and dressed up, I would be there around 8pm.

 

I am nervous as this may be the last time I see him... at least for a while. 

 

***

 

Adam Wilson

 

"Everything is over. Completely ruined." I spoke to the shrink.

 

"I did exactly what you asked me to do! In fact, I humiliated myself for that!" I shouted at him before taking a deep breath and calming down.

 

"Relax Adam. What exactly did you do?"

 

What did I do? I lost control. That's what I did. I was blinded by desire and the only thing I had wanted was to devour her. I went too far and she felt... violated. 

 

"I cannot tell you what I did to her, but I hurt her. I tried to amend things today but I couldn't. She was really embarrassed at what happened and she resigned again, for the second time. Maybe I should just leave her alone, even though that's not what I really want to do but I've caused her enough pain."

 

"You've both caused each other enough pain. I'm sure other factors must have lead to her resignation."

 

Yes, the fact that I had my hands in places where they shouldn't have been. Fuck, she couldn't even look me in the eyes.

 

No wonder why she doesn't approve of me. I'm actually a piece of shit.

 

Even when I tried to fix things, she looked at me like I was crazy. I am ready to change for her but she doesn't believe a word of it.

 

"It doesn't matter anymore. She hates me and wants nothing to do with me so I've decided to give her her wishes and lay off. On Monday when I sign her severance check, she will officially resign from my company."

 

"Sounds like you've given up." He said while taking down some notes. What the hell was he writing? "How many packs of cigarettes have you smoked since our last session?"

 

"Multiple."

 

"Not good enough. I'm afraid I have to put you on an Inhalator."

 

"That's not happening. I'll stop. okay? Just give me time."

 

"How much time do you need Adam?"

 

"I don't know!" Maybe when I finally get Sophia out of my system... which is NEVER.

 

"Okay. How about we start by cutting down to 1 pack a week."

 

"I don't think I smoke up to that yet. But with the way things are going, I could get there."

 

"Good. So it's agreed, 1 pack a week. Now, what are you going to do about Sophia? You said you're not going to give up on her. So why are you letting her go?"

 

"Honestly I don't know." I sighed. "I can't force her to be with me. She can't even stand me. And like I said, I made matters worse. I need to lay off."

 

"But you're convinced about her feelings towards you?"

 

"Yes!"

 

"Then why would you lay off? It's only going to end up being another elastic band theory."

 

He's right. No matter what, I'll keep running back to her. I just know it.

 

"I have to give her her resignation at the very least, I don't want her to be miserable. But you're right, I shouldn't stop. I can still take a few more blows just for her."

 

"Alright then. With all that said, this session is now over."

 

We both stood up and shook hands

 

"I'll try not to fuck things up some more before our next session." I said and he laughed. "Hopefully, I don't do anything stupid and I come back with some good results."

 

"I hope so too."

 

I left the therapists' and drove home. I got a call from Paul Lewis with some update about our most recent liaison with AIRTEX. 

 

Today was very busy. After meeting with their representative, I was invited over to the company itself to meet with the board of directors. Their main office was in Arizona but they have a branch here in New York. Our business deal was to provide them with 9 en route surveillance systems, in airport proximities and on the ground at airfields in Arizona. This is very huge and I'm glad I got to land a deal like this.

 

After that, I went for my weekly session of therapy and now, I'm back home. 

 

I took the lift to my apartment. Once I got in, I poured myself a drink before I went to the balcony to relax and have a good view of the city. I took off my jacket and lit a cigarette. 

 

My thoughts were running wild. Lately, I've been feeling lonely. I've gone to bed alone for months now and distracted myself all day with work. I have other people to talk besides the shrink, like my family. But they were all far away. Retired and living the dream in Spain. I was left with all the inheritance and the business to take care of.

 

But that was not the reason for my loneliness. It all boils down to one woman.

 

Ever since she crawled under my skin, I physically have not been able to be in the company of any other woman. She's the only one my mind and my body responds to now, like she cast a spell on me or something.

 

My only problem is getting her. How do I get her to see me as not a douchebag, but someone she can love and trust??

 

It seems impossible now but I would give anything just to have Sophia love me. Even if it's for one night, or a fleeting moment. At least, let me just know what it feels like to hold her in my arms again, without force, just love and nothing else. 

 

Ugh! I could actually go crazy right now. 

 

I fetched my phone from my pocket just to look at photos of us, ones she forced me to take with the wax figures at Madame Tussauds in London. I had been very reluctant to take the photos but she insisted. I'm glad she did because now I have wonderful memories of our time together. And she looked so beautiful in them. One by one as I scrolled, I saw her pretty face smiling or laughing and my heart swole in admiration.

 

Fuck! I'm so in love.

 

I've never felt this way about someone before, which could only mean one thing... Sophia is the love of my life. If I miss out on her then I've lost a huge part of my life. I cannot let that happen.

 

The door intercom rang. It was most likely the reception calling but what for? I put out my cigarette and went to answer it.

 

"Yes." I picked up the phone

 

"Good evening sir, there is someone here to see you." The receptionist said.

 

"By this time??? I don't want to see anyone!" I barked.

 

Who the fuck is coming to my apartment at 9:00pm??? I heard her mumbling something to someone before she spoke again.

 

"Sir, it's your personal assistant. Miss Sophia Parker."

 

My whole body froze.

 

She's here? Sophia's here?

 

I was completely taken aback at the fact that she was here. What could she want so late?

 

"Errr... send her up. No security checks."

 

"Ok sir." I dropped the phone.

 

My mind was racing right now. So many ideas as to why she was here were forming in my head. Was she here to ask for her job back? The thought made me happy. Or was she here to spend the night with me? That thought made me even happier. Although its most likely not the case.

 

I quickly dashed into the restroom to brush my teeth and get rid of the smell of alcohol and cigarettes. Then I waited at the door for her.

 

After taking a few breaths to cool down, I heard the doorbell ring. 

 

This is it.

 

I opened the door

 

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Chapter 1

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